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Name: gothic kiss of death
Birthday: 10/30/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: hangin with friends... singing... dancing.... writing poetry... and sitting in a dark corner listenin to music..and drawing anime
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/16/2003
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| well more shits going on.. now me and dena arnt friends.. at this point i could care less but what i do care about is them making up hella shit just to talk shit and hear them selfs talk. its like what the fuck. im sooo pissed off shes trying to start hella shit and i cant take it. and im like sooo over that guy at work now. i kinda feel used cuz he said that he wanted to break up with his gf and he was making out with me one min. now hes like oh yeah i dont like you nemore. fuck that shit dude. he wants to be like that then fine i dont need his ass neways.. me and andy will get back together so i dont need him... GOD i hate this.. i would be saying life sucks right now but a very good friend.. ( one i can actually trust) he said that its not your life that sucks its the ppl in it. and that just kinda made me stop talking for a little while to think and he was right.. it is the ppl in my life that are making all this shit happen.. atleast this gives me time to think about who my friends are in this world and yeah ... well im not feeling well so im prolly just gonna head off to bed. byebye | | |
| haha wow its been a while since i said anything on here haha ^^ well, me and andy are on a break. i got a job.. and a guy at work likes me.. haha wow ^^ amazing isnt it haha , anyways. hmm there is just alot of drama bull shit at cal hills.. sooo many shit talkers and bull shiters.. but o well.... what can ya do .. im trying to ignore it but its not working. but whatever.. im gonna go back to milpitas high i swear i will well im gonna go.. haha i know i know didnt really write anything but ehh im tired i have school tomarrow damn it haha well ttyl byebye! | | |
| hey everyone...im wee bit sad at the moment. andy got kicked out of his house monday night/early morning. he calls me at like 4 in the morning telling me he just got kicked out and has no place to go. so i told him he can stay with me . soo he has been here for about 2 1/2 days. and he just left to go stay with his friend cuz the school is much closer to his friends house then mine so yea. but ionno. i just hella miss him now. like .. i liked waking up in the morning and going down stairs and seeing andy down there. but o well. atleast i get to see him more offten and stay the weekends with me.. i just wish he could have stayed longer. but i dont want it to be a big problem finding a way to get him to school in the morning. but, i am happy though. cuz like i atleast got to be with andy for like almost 3 days together. he gave me his bob marley shirt and it smells like him * sniffles* i cryed when he left... lol i know.. i know.. im such a baby.. i couldnt help it.. i was sooo happy when he was here and now i just miss him like crazy.. he left his binder and other stuff here. o well. he will just have to find another binder till the weekend, well im tierd so im just gonna go watch a little tv, eat something then go to bed. night everyone!!! tomarrow ill tell you about my first 3 days at cal hills | | |
| dude..... is wear... my mom ... is a FUCKEN IDIOT!!!!!, she fucken gose up and asks my grandpa for a ride to some house near cal hills at 10 at night.. wtf? shes fucken stupid god i can not WAIT untill she fucken gose back to jail i will be sooo fucken happy i will have the house all to my self again.. and then when i got home she was bitching at me about not giving her a doller.. i mean yea i know a doller isnt that much but its still mine..i kept telling her no and she got all mad so i was like whatever.. and when jessica spent the night she was fucken bitching at me and treating me like her fucken slave i swear i have FUCKEN HAD IT!!! im done!! i QUIT!!!! -_-v *sigh* and i have school tomarrow.. grrr.. first day!!! -_- o well, well im off to sleep . night everyone!! | | |
| hello everyone! gosh i couldnt be any more happy then i already am ^^ yesterday me and andy were supposed to go to santa cruz with the church group thing i go to on wed. he called me like at the last min. to tell me he can go so i asked my grandpa if he can go pick him up cuz he had no ride so we went and on our way dena called and she was like how long is it gonna take and i told her and she was just like o here talk to jim ( our pastor) and he asked how long it will take and i told him it will take a while cuz yea and i just told them to go on with out me cuz i didnt want them to sit there and wait on the count of me so yea, so they went and i still picked up andy to you know just hang out. so my grandpa droped us off at the mall and we went to go see charlie and the chocolate factory it was soo awsome. the ooompa loompas were annoying tho, i liked the old songs better, anyways after the movie we went out to dinner at the out back. the food was soo good. and after that we went arround and walked the mall for a lil bit , we went to media play and i baught him this movie he always wanted. he refused to let me pay for it but i gave him the dont mess with me face and hes all .... ok... you can pay.. so i baught him that and then we went and looked arround and we stoped at a jewlery shope thing and we were looking at rings and stuff and he baught me a 130$ ring. its soo pretty.. but i kept saying i hate you.. but i love you.. cuz i didnt want him spending so much money on me. i mean yea i know it was our one year and everything but damn.. didnt have to spend that much on a ring. we left it there to get it sized to fit my finger and im picking it up tomarrow. he might come over today to so, yea. i hope he dose cuz i just wanna spend a lil more time with him b4 he has to go back to his house cuz right now hes staying with his aunt for the week.im just soo happy. he told me the only reason y he spent so much was to show me how much time and effort he wants to put in our relationship and how much he loves me and stuff..and i wanted to cry cuz i was just so happy.. but he said something sooo corny during dinner. he was all whats the most addicting thing in the world. and im all food. and hes all no you ^^ and i was like awww how sweet and hes all its corny i know but o well ^^ lol it was cute.. in an odd way ^^ but cute .. so im actually kinda glad i didnt go to santa cruz with the church group cuz yea.. if we did go that wouldnt have happend. yesterday was soo perfect nothing went wrong. shocking as it may seem nothing went wrong. no lori to ruin it.. no one.. but alot of ppl were like looking at us tho.. even while we were picking out a ring ppl were still looking.. it felt soo .. weird.. but yea. other then that yesterday was a perfect day. i mean yea i know nothing can be perfect. but, i dont see what else we could have done to make it any better.well i must be off now my mom needs the phone. well bye guys! | | |
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